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一開始就像喃喃自語 想訴說自己所犯下的錯

到了副歌的嘶吼才發覺有多麼難過 

這首歌是主唱justin在母親去世後才發覺自己對母親有多壞

帶著滿滿懊悔寫下的歌,只不過一切都來不及了

歌的前面是母親留下來的電話留言 "you know i love you and......take care honey"

希望大家都能好好珍惜所愛的人 不要帶著悔恨和後悔只因那沒表現出的愛:)

 
(If you're sleeping are you dreaming
如果你在睡覺,那你有作夢嗎
If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me?
若有作夢的話那有夢見我嗎
I can't believe you actually picked me.)
我不敢相信妳真的接納了我的一切

(”Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon.
嗨justin我是媽媽,現在是星期一下午2點33分
I was just calling to see how you were doing.
我打來只是想你知道你好嗎
You sounded really uptight last night.
你昨晚聽起來很沮喪
It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too.
這讓我有點擔心...而我...嗯...這使我擔心,你聽起來也很緊張
I just wanted to make sure you were really OK,
我只是想確定你好好的
And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication.
也想知道你有沒有去藥物治療
You know I love you, and...
你知道我是愛你的...然後
Take care honey
照顧好自己啊親愛的
I know you're under a lot of pressure.
我知道你承受了很大的壓力
See ya. Bye bye”)
再見啦。掰掰

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
我必須擋住所有對你的思念才不至於失去理智
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
那些思念像蟑螂般爬來爬去 在我床上下蛋生小孩
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
丟掉了一些磁帶來提醒我很孤單
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
在腦中重複播放的電影畫面 就像家中的a片
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
我的自尊燒疼著我 緊張像在腦中流著血
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
我只求妳給我一絲平靜。但妳不會再打來了吧
And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face?
妳也不會再當著面說愛我了吧
And will you never try to reach me?
妳也不會再嘗試著和我連絡了
It is I that wanted space
是我自己說要空間的呀...

Hate me today
今天請恨我吧
Hate me tomorrow
明天也恨我吧
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
為那些所有我沒為妳做到的事而恨我吧

Hate me in ways
用各種方式恨我吧
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
對,用各種難以吞嚥的方法恨我
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
恨我吧,妳才能夠知道什麼是對妳好的

I’m sober now for three whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
這三個月以來我都很清醒 這是妳幫我所達成的
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
這一件使我們分開的事情是我永遠不會再接觸的
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
想用病態的方式感謝妳 在三更半夜時讓我的頭倚靠著妳
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
當我正忙著在身上引發戰火,妳卻努力的想停止紛爭
 
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
你從來就不曾質疑過我紐曲的想法 像是自殺式的仇恨
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
妳讓我讚揚自己當事情難以成熟
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
所以我讓事情變得他媽的過火 來假裝不知道你在想什麼
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
而做任何是只為了離妳遠去
 
Hate me today
今天請恨我吧
Hate me tomorrow
明天也恨我吧
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
為那些所有我沒為妳做到的事而恨我吧

Hate me in ways
用各種方式恨我吧
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
對,用各種難以吞嚥的方法恨我
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
恨我吧,妳才能夠知道什麼是對妳好的
 
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
帶著難過的心我揮手對妳說再見
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
在街上踢著自己的影子 數著所有犯下的錯
And like a baby boy I never was a man
就像個小孩子般 我沒資格當個大人
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
直到我捧著妳的臉 看著妳湛藍的雙眼流下眼淚
And then I fell down yelling, “Make it go away!”
然後我跌在地上失落的大喊 就讓它通通走吧!
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
只要能再使從前那個燦爛的笑容回來
And then she whispered, “How can you do this to me?”
接著她輕聲說:你怎麼能如此對待我呢
Hate me today
今天請恨我吧
Hate me tomorrow
明天也恨我吧
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
為那些所有我沒為妳做到的事而恨我吧

Hate me in ways
用各種方式恨我吧
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
對,用各種難以吞嚥的方法恨我
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
恨我吧,妳才能夠知道什麼是對妳好的
For you
對妳而言
For you
對妳而言

[小孩子的聲音:]
(If you're sleeping are you dreaming
如果你在睡覺,那你有作夢嗎
If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me?
若有作夢的話那有夢見我嗎
I can't believe you actually picked me.)
我不敢相信妳真的接納了我的一切


[Girl:] Hey, Justin! [12x]
 
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